About Me

I work hard. It's kinda all I have right now besides my boys, and they're not gonna fund themselves. I mean there are video games that need playing, all the food in the house that needs being eaten, and 11 seasons of Smallville that needs to be watched. God I love em. They do their part and they do it well. I have dreams for my boys and I that I'm working hard to see come to fruition. So...I mention my bed as one of my favorite things. I was semi sarcastic on that but....Nevermind, it's a gift from God. I average 14 hour nights, so that bed saves me from faceplanting the floor when I get home. I drive a truck locally delivering fuel to the gas stations. It pays pretty good. I have no complaints on that end. Now if I could get those Russians to hack and fix my credit score we'd be in business. Caviar dreams!!
I'm working on that one but it's a slow process.
I'm not gonna lie...I've had a difficult life. Trauma started early and sometimes the effects are life long. I do my best though. I try to be normal as possible. The better the quality of the people I have around me the better the quality of life.  I'm a closet romantic but I can hang with the badasses. I'm about family though. I'm looking for a friend and companion. Somebody that I can trust. Somebody that I can get close to. I do miss the passion. Seems like forever ago that I experienced it. I miss being in love. I can tell you I know how to make it work. I made it work for almost 18 years with somebody I had absolutely nothing in common with. I can make it work. I've also learned my lessons. Some the easy way and some the hard way. If I were to write a book about my life it would go like this...
Chapter 1: I did dumb stuff
Chapter 2: Return of the dumb stuff
Chapter 3: Lesson Learne.....Nope. More dumb stuff.
Chapter 5: Death Intervened.

In October of 2008 I was T-Boned by a truck doing over 70mph. We can't pass up any of opportunities life gives us to be happy. It took a fight with death to put this in perspective for me. I spent so much time being angry with god and life for the things I'd been through that when I realized my foolishness I turned around and looked to find everybody had gone. Life takes people without conscience or remorse. Without warning. I believe in patience but I also believe in making the most out of every moment. Not leaving anything undone or unsaid because tomorrow isn't guaranteed.
Life's a game and I'm in it to win it. I'm very spiritual. I believe in God but not in the way most do. I believe in a very peaceful God free of superstition and rituals. I don't believe that humans are born inherently evil and must atone for it. I believe in peace and being able to just BE. I also believe that you're out there somewhere and it's my job to find you. My partner. My Queen. Did I say I was a romantic?
Thank you for reading. If you'd like to talk just send me a message. Don't be shy. That won't get you anything but regrets. Shyness...generally speaking.